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I don’t know why these stupid thoughts have such a hold on me. I just know that I can’t stand existing without my eating disorder. I just can’t.  I know that fact makes me a hypocrite, and I know that all the goodness I’ve been spewing here now amounts to some serious bullshit in the eyes of my readers. I don’t know if this is just the voice of mania telling me that I can lose 20lbs in a few weeks, or if this is a true relapse. If you’ve noticed my absence, it’s been because

I'm not even drafting this on a doc, I'm just writing straight on my site and pressing publish... I FAILED MY OWN CHALLENGE!!!! 10 Days...

Hey there and welcome once again to Growing Pains. First, I want to note that this post will contain mentions of self-harm and suicidal...

Hey there and welcome back to Growing Pains! In looking through my older posts and garnering inspiration for my last story,   Halfway...

Hey there and welcome back to Growing Pains! So, I won’t beat around the bush: I’ve genuinely considered quitting figure skating...

Hey there and welcome to Growing Pains. So, I’ve been thinking about this post a lot and putting it off because I’m just not quite sure...

Hey there and welcome back to Growing Pains, where I get into the struggles of young adulthood. The reason why I’m on Growing Pains...

Hey there, and  finally , welcome back to Growing Pains! I’m very happy to finally be putting out new content on my different blog...

Hey there, and welcome to Life, Unfiltered.  Today’s post is going to be a little different. I normally try to write lighthearted...

Hey there, and welcome to my first post of a personal favorite category, Growing Pains, where I tell you all about the struggles I've...