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Relapse
I don’t know why these stupid thoughts have such a hold on me. I just know that I can’t stand existing without my eating disorder. I just can’t. I know that fact makes me a hypocrite, and I know that all the goodness I’ve been spewing here now amounts to some serious bullshit in the eyes of my readers. I don’t know if this is just the voice of mania telling me that I can lose 20lbs in a few weeks, or if this is a true relapse. If you’ve noticed my absence, it’s been because
Alexandra Pacheco
Nov 11 min read
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GUYS I'M SORRY!!!
I'm not even drafting this on a doc, I'm just writing straight on my site and pressing publish... I FAILED MY OWN CHALLENGE!!!! 10 Days...
Alexandra Pacheco
Oct 92 min read
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10 Days Of Celebrating Life: Days 2 & 3
Hey there, and welcome back to Life, Unfiltered with my 10 Days Of Celebrating Life series. If you missed 10 Days Of Celebrating Life:...
Alexandra Pacheco
Oct 32 min read
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On Self-Harm
Hey there and welcome once again to Growing Pains. First, I want to note that this post will contain mentions of self-harm and suicidal...
Alexandra Pacheco
Sep 123 min read
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Depression And Tangled Hair: A Memory
Hey there, and welcome back to Growing Pains. I just saw a video posted by a hairdresser I follow on Instagram. It was a young woman who...
Alexandra Pacheco
Sep 123 min read
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The Adulting Journals Story
Hey there and welcome back to Growing Pains! In looking through my older posts and garnering inspiration for my last story, Â Halfway...
Alexandra Pacheco
Sep 86 min read
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Halfway Through My 19th Year: An Observation
Hey there folks!! Welcome to Life, Unfiltered! Sometimes when I get sad or feel discouraged about my writing, I go back and read my past...
Alexandra Pacheco
Aug 272 min read
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Bulimia: My Eating Disorder Story
Hey there and welcome back to Growing Pains, where I get into the struggles of young adulthood. The reason why I’m on Growing Pains...
Alexandra Pacheco
Aug 98 min read
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Alexandra Reads #1: Cutting Free by Holly Morphet
Hey there and welcome to the first ever post of Alexandra Reads, where I provide you lovely folks with book recommendations straight from...
Alexandra Pacheco
Jul 252 min read
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Fighting Back Against Negative Thoughts
This post contains mentions of self-harm, sexual assault, and eating disorders. Please feel free to skip this post if any of these topics...
Alexandra Pacheco
Jul 192 min read
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Navigating Depression As A Busy College Student
Hey there, and  finally , welcome back to Growing Pains! I’m very happy to finally be putting out new content on my different blog...
Alexandra Pacheco
Jul 145 min read
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