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Relapse
I don’t know why these stupid thoughts have such a hold on me. I just know that I can’t stand existing without my eating disorder. I just can’t. I know that fact makes me a hypocrite, and I know that all the goodness I’ve been spewing here now amounts to some serious bullshit in the eyes of my readers. I don’t know if this is just the voice of mania telling me that I can lose 20lbs in a few weeks, or if this is a true relapse. If you’ve noticed my absence, it’s been because
Alexandra Pacheco
Nov 11 min read
GUYS I'M SORRY!!!
I'm not even drafting this on a doc, I'm just writing straight on my site and pressing publish... I FAILED MY OWN CHALLENGE!!!! 10 Days...
Alexandra Pacheco
Oct 92 min read
10 Days Of Celebrating Life: Days 2 & 3
Hey there, and welcome back to Life, Unfiltered with my 10 Days Of Celebrating Life series. If you missed 10 Days Of Celebrating Life:...
Alexandra Pacheco
Oct 32 min read
On Self-Harm
Hey there and welcome once again to Growing Pains. First, I want to note that this post will contain mentions of self-harm and suicidal...
Alexandra Pacheco
Sep 123 min read
Depression And Tangled Hair: A Memory
Hey there, and welcome back to Growing Pains. I just saw a video posted by a hairdresser I follow on Instagram. It was a young woman who...
Alexandra Pacheco
Sep 123 min read
The Adulting Journals Story
Hey there and welcome back to Growing Pains! In looking through my older posts and garnering inspiration for my last story, Halfway...
Alexandra Pacheco
Sep 86 min read
Halfway Through My 19th Year: An Observation
Hey there folks!! Welcome to Life, Unfiltered! Sometimes when I get sad or feel discouraged about my writing, I go back and read my past...
Alexandra Pacheco
Aug 272 min read
Bulimia: My Eating Disorder Story
Hey there and welcome back to Growing Pains, where I get into the struggles of young adulthood. The reason why I’m on Growing Pains...
Alexandra Pacheco
Aug 98 min read


Alexandra Reads #1: Cutting Free by Holly Morphet
Hey there and welcome to the first ever post of Alexandra Reads, where I provide you lovely folks with book recommendations straight from...
Alexandra Pacheco
Jul 252 min read
Fighting Back Against Negative Thoughts
This post contains mentions of self-harm, sexual assault, and eating disorders. Please feel free to skip this post if any of these topics...
Alexandra Pacheco
Jul 192 min read
Navigating Depression As A Busy College Student
Hey there, and finally , welcome back to Growing Pains! I’m very happy to finally be putting out new content on my different blog...
Alexandra Pacheco
Jul 145 min read
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